Candle Scent: Wormwood
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My little luv.
sometimes, i cannot fully stick to a book, because i am holding a a very conventional viewpoint and attitude and belief about how to go about it. the books that i like to read will have lots of terms and allusions and words that I feel the need to look up, in google or in the dictionary and so on, in order to understand those terms - in order to continue reading and understanding the book. this is how i go and google them, and then that google result will lead me to a wikipedia page perhaps and then that wikipedia entry will result in me clicking a hyperlink from there and i jump from hyperlinks to hyperlinks and further doubts and clarifications, for which i go and use ai tools like this, and i am not reading -- or focusing on the book any longer.
so there is another way to read a book. take a book, and simply make sure that you are reading the syllables or the sounds that the words represent (not even necessarily correctly, if you don't know how a certain word should be pronounced)... doesn't matter if it is the correct pronunciation or not... just don't look anything up, until you finish with that book completely.. from start to end... just go through it without moving on to anything else... this is how the fire of your focus is developed... this is how you will enter the trance state of concentration and another universe (entered through the portal of that book (any book)), and not by looking everything up, or knowing everything or comprehending everything necessarily.
so this is a kind of sadhana which i have to do for my mental wellbeing and truly loving a book, as opposed to knowing or correctly understanding it (which is only "correct" by the terms of society or consensus reality)... this is my correct way.. and i should be doing this more...
so i need terms... or names i can call this activity or sadhana... and different small reminders and pointers... that this is what i should be doing.. understanding or grokking is not so much the point -- the point is attunement... attunement with the trance factor - for it is the trance factor (that frequency range elevation by doing that activity with ekagrata) is what changes and fulfulls and truly satisfies you... and shows you the way forward (to do exactly the same for the next book)...
so the idea is to
not clock that rangerings continuation
why not?
because you don't feel called "cellularly"
that's why there is a cellular feeling tone vibrationality
that you can sense
and follow that cellular compass to your desired place of bliss
The logbook
is it being such a loggerheads right now?
but it is needed right?
otherwise even empty watchin is fire
...
the question is
why can't i just let it run... burning it through i mean
just when you are in the helling
you don't smirk continuously
there are brakes you no
the brakes smog's are given or taken by the lair lord
so its an offering
the gaps and absences are the offering to the lair lord
so offer it...
similarly with regards to media consumption
,,,
but then the pressing question would be
what to do with the notebook --- log book...
should i end it!?
yeah i think so... from n0w on
perhaps
its not that there is no bucket to fill
but the buckets you need to fill
are not just information buckets
coming from digitality or physicality from symbols like text and textual meaning
its also stillness and physicality beyond text and symbols
and rest
but whatever it is
whatever needs to happen is already happening.
so there is no need for you to plan anything
no plan actually works other than no-plan except staying within the triangle.
other than that you are always doing
and being where you need to be...
no need to hurry
no need for structure
The things I said earlier or yesterday or last month
They are no longer necessssary the views or opinions that I am holding right now...
They might hold some value for the reader of them, so I don't delete them
and I don't go through them again usually...
They are yesterday's truth..
Truth is dynamic and it keeps evolving...
it is a constant flux...
So everything I said before...
and when I hit the Publish button in this post --- it's already water under the bridge
is there any way to read stuff like self help books, as if they are not prescriptions (although they are intended to be by the author). And read them, like some literature or something...
Stuff like reading a self-help book chapter named "don't waste time" -- while "obviously wasting it" by "reading it"... but having no problem, because "I am not trying to not waste my time"...
Similarly, reading some health fad books like you should only eat raw vegan... or you should talk omega-3 pills everyday or something --- and reading them, like eating some burger... being comfortable like that..
reading some jiddu krishnamurti stuff... and following some cult or religion...
or reading osho for some time, saying that sex is natural and don't restrain it and so on... and then watching some orthodox priest detailing its a way into the mouth of the devil...
like listening to some heavy metal and then listening to some lullabies for babies for peaceful sleep...
or watching some girl talking down on you and spittin on the camera to make you feel like you are her slave... and then watching some soft motherly asmr woman tucking you into bed...
people like to be cool too.. to listen or read or watch something "cool" is considered cool... but listening to some old cheesy soppy romatic poorly acted overly affectionate... music or film or whatever...
i mean the question is... is there a way to enjoy everything...
but this does not mean -- i should be forcing myself to read or watch or listen to something which I don't want to...
it's like, I still have my preferences at the moment...
and I may prefer listening to Deftones or something, rather than currently listening to Taylor Swift or some Carnatic music...
I think part of it is about not judging.. but i wish if there is any particular term for it... or a name for this practice.. or a book where someone said about this or something..
dw said
i heard in a youtube shorts
that he is not in competition with anybody else
but only himself, being better than yesterday,
being the best version of himself.
LOOOOk the idea is not to be in competition with others
neither with yourself
because there is no sense of YOU
without implicitly being OTHERS
If there are no OTHERS
there wouldn't be a social sense of a YOU
so if you are in competition with yourself,
then that implicitly implies the presence of OTHERS
The whole idea is to first realize that we are in competition.
Then, you can strive for not to be competition with anybody, not even yourself, for some time.
That is called relaxing.
That is called meditation.
That is called letting go.
That is called dissolving your sense of self.
the fact
(I think it is a fact although I know that I don't pretty much anything really)
that none of this is going to last
makes
me
seek
and be a little
unrested
I am at a crossroads
but only when I say that I am at a crossroads
that I am at a crossroads
This is the power of the words
If words are used to divide things up,
then my communicating this
or whatever
is me - dividing,
acting in seperative and seperating ways
But, then again,
only when I say that such is the case
that such is the case.
One can feel trapped in this
Word is God
Awareness Conceptual Cage
Then again, I'm framing and terming such things like that, and that is why such things appear like such things.
So, the fundamental problem...
or the reason why I cannot ask you any question to begin with...
is I have to cut you out into a seperate block
I have to "other" you to ask you a question,
and in creating "you" by asking a question I am also creating "me" (the asker of it),
and this "asker"...
so why am I reluctant to manifest this "asker"?
The questions are not that Great.
Or, the feeling behind the questions that I could ask... or any question that I can formulate, doesn't feel merited...
Why doesn't it feel merited to be asked?
Because I'm not following the Law?
Because I'm not practicing?
Because I'm not serious?
No, none of that.
It doesn't feel merited,
because,
The answers to all the questions that I have to ask currently (in the state of mind that I am right now, and the frequency vibrations that I am holding right now) -- can only be satisfactorily answered by me. Not from anyone else. Answers from outside, cannot be received in this state of mind and frequency.
So, when will I be receptive to the answer from outside, like you, for example?
When I really stumble onto a question or questions, that could only come from outside, like you.
So right now, this means, I don't have any real questions for you.
I am continuing to speak nonetheless,
because I have questions,
but those questions are for me,
and nobody else.
I am continuing to speak nonetheless,
because I'm exploring and exploring.
I'm seeking and seeking.
I'm walking and walking,
and whilst I'm walking, I'm also walkie-talking to you - not questions, just this quest - which is unique for me, as if is unique for each and everyone.
In order to for all that is to be all that is
In order to for all that is to be all that is
In order to for all that is to be all that is
It had to be said thrice
or quadruple if you include the heading
is like that
and the tinkering sounds that you haven't heard that is okay too
remmmmember them
Thank you Bashar
The best for all concerned would automatically contain what is best for you
because you are part of all
so you are not coming from me me me
from the individual point of view
or what is best for me first
what does it mean
when you cant stop thinking about someone
and you want to stop thinking about that someone
the question to ask is this:
why do you want to stop thinking about that someone?
what negative emotion is being generated by thinking about that someone?
then, why that negative emotion is being generated?
A negative emotion is being generated, because you are
BASHAR asks
you mean how do you choose to be affected by it?
The only perspective you will ever have is your perspective
Being the only thing left when the blender blends the orange juice
UFO finds it works for UFO
Donald Walk
Nebula
If you find it works for you
then it is true for you
but do you need to collect water
in your hands
in the cup of your hands
do you actually need to collect them everyday
is it part of enjoying the enjaami
meaning carry wood and chopping water
just i guess, consequences of walKING this parth, carrying wood and chopping water
I am my best friend
I am always there for me
I love my higher self
Thanks
- Lovver Self
its just that is it relevant
is it my true passion
when it is
if it is
then it is
then it will be
Every experience causes you to vortex this vibration this vortexual realities
and incrementally the devi incisions or decisions are the creator of the reality
if the basin is hole ish
impish love it
a creator is making decisions all the time
form your important time of day
we thank you for the co creation of your experience
for allowing for the transmission and you cannot listen to the same tape again
or angel tape to the beginning cat and humpty dumpty
sat on a wall in the following way you may start experiencing the empathize and identify through their eyes
walking in their shoes
understanding deeper understanding in a very profound way
ultimately to the point for you to have a very deep understanding from the get go just by looking in each others eyes
the true experience of telepathy on your planet when you all know you are looking at the same shard of the shared same one Egg that Eggless yolkess rocker
know each others perplexity ghoul
shard
lard crack ceiling the crack hole eye retaining the retraining retainer which is what makes you unique
The new word
A new word
This is the new word
Singing from the highest tower
from the morning till the midnight hour
Since everything is pure play
and meaningless as Bashar says
because you can assign whatever meaning and emotion too to it
and whatever new word that you are searching for already exists in the new room
the other room as David Lynch the Eagle Scout said
Relax for everything comes to you
You go and do nothing
You never go to anything
Allow everything to come to you
And if it is not coming to you
Then it is not supposed to come at that time
according to the law of synchonicity and good luck
it is good that such a gooey little idea that you are so fond of like a grammar defying perfect stranger stealing my shadow and badness and vileness and words are abracadabra
happenstance happening bile circumstance
never puke in the pike mountain bike riding
squirting without squirming before the puke
ride that happens without any questions to behold the answer
is already tool song yours
and this is a perfect stranger and depeche depends mode that never compass
alice in the worn der GERMAN movie
land and lock play murky
lurk lark
dark luck
harken the moon phone has to be
recharged and the recharger has went to a bent in the road
in the Palazzo rain train
that is full of loom train Kochi
in the Japanese Kyoto Perfect Stranger eating ice cream and walking in the footsteps talking in the sleep and sleepwalking through the
actual hypnotic suggestions that is intended to indent
the marking in the road that should be followed
through the mark that is so obvious and i can continuously type and write like this until the hands hurt a bit
more than the usual bit
without a byte and low storage space in G mailman god god gosh lord
hail won One lol ways
i ve been thinking
of making a come back to Home
to Om
into that stillness
in the tigerlily feeling place
of Lord Rama
and Ramayana and Ayodhya Tales
multiplying Hanuman's bhakti
and standing ovations
before the cartoonish impishness
of Doo Scooby Doo
the rhythm changes in Unreal
Love fest
Rilke
what not naked
standing under the shrek movie will
splashing smithereened powerish museum walks
that are so ceejay enjoyable enjaami
i don't even know right now
why i have two blogs
why i have two youtube and insta channels
because i cant even find the clear cut distinction or poiint or purpose for spplitting those channels into Navaneet and Ceejay,
but since these things occured this way,
there must be a purpose to it happening that way,
because as Bashar says, nothing that happens in Reality is purposeless
and i love to talk on and on
when i am allowed to talk freely
without anybody else interfering
because this is a monologue and a dialogue
that is happening in the mind
and i am listening to a song called Depeche Mode Don't Say You Love Me
Who will read this?
You be the killer
I be the corpse
The song goes on
The train goes on
The sound continues
The greatest gift creation has for you is that life is meaningless is what Bashar says and that is a curious staatement
when i communicate who i am
your illusions about me fall apart
your illusions about others fall apart too
your illusions about yourselves also fall apart
when i communicate who i am
you will know who i am better intuitively
and the wide gap between
who you are and who i am
and what you want and what i want
and what i see and what you see
will be more and more evident
hence you will have a better grip on how to
interact with me
...
some of what i communicate
is not me trying to brainwash you
into adopting my own viewpoints
and attitudes or beliefs
my beliefs are my beliefs
my attitudes are my attitudes
my viewpoints are my viewpoints
the beliefs, attitudes and viewpoints
i wear
are adopted from others in the world
including my original ones filtered through my unique DNA
so these beliefsthey are not yours
unless you want them to
so if you want them to
i am an inspiration
in the positive sense
and if you don't want them to
then too i am inspiration
in the negative sense
none of this writing is going to waste or is part of wasted time,
even if no ever reads any of them. the fact that it is public and is shared in your link tree and that link tree is shared in your bio and through that bio someone who wants to know what i have to write here might one day read this anonymously like a mouse eating a dessssert left behind by the house owner
but even if such a thing did never happen, the fact that it is being written for the public, and is made available for those might want to seek it and the idea that i am writing this for a potential reader who might one day in the future access this is enough compensation for me to continue to write whatever i write so best
whatever i am able to write here comes out of somewhere beyong my own knowing as the words themselves knit themselves together in crop circle fashion that is indicative of some mystical power and prowess that is humanly accessible if the human being is sufficiently acquainted with higher beings' light
all this proves that all this is supposed to happen and this tapestry is being knitted currently using this keyboard with which i am typing right now, is even part of the grander tapestry of creation created by All That Is and All That Is does not make mistakes as mistakes are a nonsequitor concept framework according to the One
do they have a pattern... like the stories themselves... the deception in them.. reveals the physics of the emotionalities or the overall - it was released after a great deal of thought and vetting by the filmmaker and story teller... so do they represent some grander law.. of something... at play... to the witness.. if witnessed from a place of receptivity... what does that mean to witness from a place of receptivity... which means already... inner clarity is there to actually process what is going on in the film as you are seeing a film like upstream color
Simply noticing the details of the pan whirling is enough to activate the currents of endless curiosity which leads from one small thing to another small thing, and might even end up in larger things, which was never possible to have vibrated into your vortex if you did not follow with simply noticing the details of the pan whirling - the small initial thing - which you were excited about. sometimes a little thread. sometimes pursueing a little thread leads your way into bigger unpredicatable but desirable results. but it is not for the results that you are playing this game. you are playing this game of unreal tournament because you really enjoying playing it.