parakeet

On the line

s

gossip

go piss

go sip

what to do his ouevre is concerned

About aquarius and man blac

Macy

disocvrry of music

Musix being discovered and discoveted

Recently 33 age and so on

By me

Swans and so on

Art is loong

Kaprekar's cup broken is an example of wabi sabi brain architecture and pottery kiln magicology

With 4321...

and factors of 72...

And wetland plants need little of the supportive tissue found in land plants as they are being supported by the water, and consequently have no cuticle (waterproof covering)...

You are a student of Ayurveda, he b3gan... Have thou studi3r Sankhya? Y3s I replied.. so you know the entire world is made of 5 great elements ask3d vimalananda to svoboda...

when you scrutinize it, u realize

Everything is

And shall forever be

Inscrutable

The palm civet and the scooter sound

And the fan revolutions per minute

And distant cries and echoes

And crickets

Of new zealand or australia

The word dance meld

Jello

Psycho social interventions

Lacerating through

Laser beams where Mr. Bean

Loony bin dance lances himself with a lancelot beam boom

Bastic ballast at last

Forever lasting battery what dance

Oh this word darrrnce

And syllabic magi whirlpool vorticezzz

And sleepless knights working it up using mind magic

And potions travelling in planes

And triangles

And triangulating everything is the ultimate impossibility dance

Which is the heart of what is happening

In this ultimate inscrutability.

mushroom noodled insights

Grok regrok

Decipher redecipher

FireStream refirestream

Everything is infnitely ploddable attitude

stimulationary staionary ness

In the stimulationary overload lies your answer to throat singing realms and more, so easel on Bob Ross.

I write and publish and produce for Z

 Candle Scent: Wormwood

The unseen spiritual worlds that art can open, with roots in the earth, branches in the sky, is pure transcendency.

0 is reading it.

Write for 0.

Produce for 0

Publish for 0.

Sing for 0.

Read for 0.

Write for 0.

0 loves you.

Let 0 live you.

Talk to 0.

Communicate with 0.

Translate for 0.

My little luv.

tri fasting is

AVI staying clear

not ruling out

From decoding to attuning

 sometimes, i cannot fully stick to a book, because i am holding a a very conventional viewpoint and attitude and belief about how to go about it. the books that i like to read will have lots of terms and allusions and words that I feel the need to look up, in google or in the dictionary and so on, in order to understand those terms - in order to continue reading and understanding the book. this is how i go and google them, and then that google result will lead me to a wikipedia page perhaps and then that wikipedia entry will result in me clicking a hyperlink from there and i jump from hyperlinks to hyperlinks and further doubts and clarifications, for which i go and use ai tools like this, and i am not reading -- or focusing on the book any longer.

so there is another way to read a book. take a book, and simply make sure that you are reading the syllables or the sounds that the words represent (not even necessarily correctly, if you don't know how a certain word should be pronounced)... doesn't matter if it is the correct pronunciation or not... just don't look anything up, until you finish with that book completely.. from start to end... just go through it without moving on to anything else... this is how the fire of your focus is developed... this is how you will enter the trance state of concentration and another universe (entered through the portal of that book (any book)), and not by looking everything up, or knowing everything or comprehending everything necessarily.

so this is a kind of sadhana which i have to do for my mental wellbeing and truly loving a book, as opposed to knowing or correctly understanding it (which is only "correct" by the terms of society or consensus reality)... this is my correct way.. and i should be doing this more...

so i need terms... or names i can call this activity or sadhana... and different small reminders and pointers... that this is what i should be doing.. understanding or grokking is not so much the point -- the point is attunement... attunement with the trance factor - for it is the trance factor (that frequency range elevation by doing that activity with ekagrata) is what changes and fulfulls and truly satisfies you... and shows you the way forward (to do exactly the same for the next book)...

Also - are you filling buckets? yes maybe -- its not necessarily need-be linear or endable

Is it okay?

also there is no arrival, right?

there is no arrival to the end of new information, likely the end of you before that (in the physical this-life sense)?

Twone

Its not endable,

toss there is no hurry

or need to discover what isn't discovered,

because infinite discovering is always on the railway trak - that train is

so how can i become the towering tree of hearing?

or hear Orpheus?

There is no linear anything.

Follow that cellular compass -- I mean Thuart don't force it... it you are forcing it, it means, probably, you are offing from the cellular compass directionality

so the idea is to

not clock that rangerings continuation

why not?

because you don't feel called "cellularly"

that's why there is a cellular feeling tone vibrationality

that you can sense

and follow that cellular compass to your desired place of bliss

misser gapper voicer and noiser

The gap is where the hole plinkster you

Remember, there is everything to miss, always and all the timothy

gapperman misserman ever babas -- voicerman rattleskittishish muffler

wild fire .. ergo prescient Mayflower

Mad tension

Pensive pencil jean

This is the palace where i chiself my wor(l)ds

new louvre - how bout EMPTY WATCHIN? 0, and what about the logbook? YEAH -- I think so, from N0W onwards perhaaps

The logbook

is it being such a loggerheads right now?

but it is needed right?

otherwise even empty watchin is fire

...

the question is

why can't i just let it run... burning it through i mean

just when you are in the helling

you don't smirk continuously

there are brakes you no

the brakes smog's are given or taken by the lair lord

so its an offering

the gaps and absences are the offering to the lair lord

so offer it...

similarly with regards to media consumption

,,,

but then the pressing question would be

what to do with the notebook --- log book...

should i end it!? 

yeah i think so... from n0w on

perhaps

no plans, no structure other than triangle

 its not that there is no bucket to fill

but the buckets you need to fill

are not just information buckets

coming from digitality or physicality from symbols like text and textual meaning

its also stillness and physicality beyond text and symbols

and rest

but whatever it is

whatever needs to happen is already happening.

so there is no need for you to plan anything

no plan actually works other than no-plan except staying within the triangle.

other than that you are always doing

and being where you need to be...

no need to hurry

no need for structure

The things I said before in my blog --- those are water under the bridge

The things I said earlier or yesterday or last month

They are no longer necessssary the views or opinions that I am holding right now...

They might hold some value for the reader of them, so I don't delete them

and I don't go through them again usually...

They are yesterday's truth..

Truth is dynamic and it keeps evolving...

it is a constant flux...

So everything I said before...

and when I hit the Publish button in this post --- it's already water under the bridge

Tasting life’s buffet... and enjoying every dish

 is there any way to read stuff like self help books, as if they are not prescriptions (although they are intended to be by the author). And read them, like some literature or something...

Stuff like reading a self-help book chapter named "don't waste time" -- while "obviously wasting it" by "reading it"... but having no problem, because "I am not trying to not waste my time"...

Similarly, reading some health fad books like you should only eat raw vegan... or you should talk omega-3 pills everyday or something --- and reading them, like eating some burger... being comfortable like that..

reading some jiddu krishnamurti stuff... and following some cult or religion...

or reading osho for some time, saying that sex is natural and don't restrain it and so on... and then watching some orthodox priest detailing its a way into the mouth of the devil...

like listening to some heavy metal and then listening to some lullabies for babies for peaceful sleep...

or watching some girl talking down on you and spittin on the camera to make you feel like you are her slave... and then watching some soft motherly asmr woman tucking you into bed...

people like to be cool too.. to listen or read or watch something "cool" is considered cool... but listening to some old cheesy soppy romatic poorly acted overly affectionate... music or film or whatever... 

i mean the question is... is there a way to enjoy everything...

but this does not mean -- i should be forcing myself to read or watch or listen to something which I don't want to...

it's like, I still have my preferences at the moment...

and I may prefer listening to Deftones or something, rather than currently listening to Taylor Swift or some Carnatic music...

I think part of it is about not judging.. but i wish if there is any particular term for it... or a name for this practice.. or a book where someone said about this or something..

you are in competition and i am too --- now, is there a way out -- atleast temporarily, temporarily -- yes, i think so.. its called self-forgetfulness and making it a habit..

dw said

i heard in a youtube shorts

that he is not in competition with anybody else

but only himself, being better than yesterday,

being the best version of himself.

LOOOOk the idea is not to be in competition with others

neither with yourself

because there is no sense of YOU

without implicitly being OTHERS

If there are no OTHERS

there wouldn't be a social sense of a YOU

so if you are in competition with yourself,

then that implicitly implies the presence of OTHERS

The whole idea is to first realize that we are in competition.

Then, you can strive for not to be competition with anybody, not even yourself, for some time.

That is called relaxing.

That is called meditation.

That is called letting go.

That is called dissolving your sense of self.

everything is entertainment

For a mind that is relaxed

A mind that knows its just riding

For the fun of it

As this is only a great amusement lark

Yes that larking birdie called bark of a tree

Dogs barking woo woo

You are a duckling

Yellow duckling in hitman game

And dave mirra is so old

Now that terrains and train tracks

Are full of airplanes moving

Through cicada music

At night time whirling fan

Base not that this is no joke

Only a joker to belong with

At first going into a gong space

That yellow balls itself

Into diving masking and butterfly

Spins and boy it is accelerating

Through soap opera time

And zoo tycoons full of priceless

Antlers of deers and elephantine tusk master giants

From nickelodeon or simpson

a bit dizzy

the fact 

(I think it is a fact although I know that I don't pretty much anything really)

that none of this is going to last

makes

me

seek

and be a little

unrested

Most of the fictitious material out there in the format of movies, tv shows and books

If you look for the realistic element and how much that is followed,

and if you want that always,

i think you will probably be disappointed most of the time.

therefore i think it is better to no longer look for that

or expect that needs to be there..

just remember that this is a drama show

where things are out of whack and non realistic

and with that attitude

just learn to enjoy the ride

otherwise you might wanna not see or watch or read any of em..

which is also a good choice..

if you wish to exit

then exit..

the quality is what actually matters, not really the content

Its not that the content does not matter.

In theory the content does not matter.

But in practice it does.

What really matters is the quality of attention. The content matters so much so that, with some content and with certain times, it is easier to maintain a high quality of attention and approach and attitude and intentionality..

With some other content, its difficult..

Why is it difficult ish to watch some particularly uninteresting content repeatedly?

A frog in the road

I am at a crossroads

but only when I say that I am at a crossroads

that I am at a crossroads

This is the power of the words

If words are used to divide things up,

then my communicating this

or whatever

is me - dividing,

acting in seperative and seperating ways

But, then again,

only when I say that such is the case

that such is the case.

One can feel trapped in this

Word is God

Awareness Conceptual Cage

Then again, I'm framing and terming such things like that, and that is why such things appear like such things.

So, the fundamental problem...

or the reason why I cannot ask you any question to begin with...

is I have to cut you out into a seperate block

I have to "other" you to ask you a question,

and in creating "you" by asking a question I am also creating "me" (the asker of it),

and this "asker"...

so why am I reluctant to manifest this "asker"?

The questions are not that Great.

Or, the feeling behind the questions that I could ask... or any question that I can formulate, doesn't feel merited...

Why doesn't it feel merited to be asked?

Because I'm not following the Law?

Because I'm not practicing?

Because I'm not serious?

No, none of that.

It doesn't feel merited,

because,

The answers to all the questions that I have to ask currently (in the state of mind that I am right now, and the frequency vibrations that I am holding right now) -- can only be satisfactorily answered by me. Not from anyone else. Answers from outside, cannot be received in this state of mind and frequency.

So, when will I be receptive to the answer from outside, like you, for example?

When I really stumble onto a question or questions, that could only come from outside, like you.

So right now, this means, I don't have any real questions for you.

I am continuing to speak nonetheless,

because I have questions,

but those questions are for me,

and nobody else.

I am continuing to speak nonetheless,

because I'm exploring and exploring.

I'm seeking and seeking.

I'm walking and walking,

and whilst I'm walking, I'm also walkie-talking to you - not questions, just this quest - which is unique for me, as if is unique for each and everyone.

In order to for all that is to be all that is

 In order to for all that is to be all that is

In order to for all that is to be all that is

In order to for all that is to be all that is

It had to be said thrice

or quadruple if you include the heading

You are missing nothing - the gaps that you missed or didn't listen especially in media

 is like that

and the tinkering sounds that you haven't heard that is okay too

remmmmember them

The best for all concerned

 Thank you Bashar

The best for all concerned would automatically contain what is best for you

because you are part of all

so you are not coming from me me me

from the individual point of view

or what is best for me first

incomple

 what does it mean

when you cant stop thinking about someone

and you want to stop thinking about that someone

the question to ask is this:

why do you want to stop thinking about that someone?

what negative emotion is being generated by thinking about that someone?

then, why that negative emotion is being generated?

A negative emotion is being generated, because you are 

How does the vibrations of the moon affect my body?

 BASHAR asks

you mean how do you choose to be affected by it?

You all channel God, but no-where the less

The only perspective you will ever have is your perspective

Being the only thing left when the blender blends the orange juice

UFO finds it works for UFO

Donald Walk

Nebula

If you find it works for you

then it is true for you

but do you need to collect water

in your hands

in the cup of your hands

do you actually need to collect them everyday

is it part of enjoying the enjaami

meaning carry wood and chopping water

just i guess, consequences of walKING this parth, carrying wood and chopping water 

I am my best friend

I am my best friend

I am always there for me

I love my higher self

Thanks

- Lovver Self

its not that i cant write a book

its just that is it relevant

is it my true passion

when it is

if it is

then it is

then it will be

Random and offtrack love - love being and going offtrack and in the gray land in the Sand Andreas Cataline Quadbike riding

 Every experience causes you to vortex this vibration this vortexual realities

and incrementally the devi incisions or decisions are the creator of the reality

if the basin is hole ish

impish love it 

a creator is making decisions all the time

form your important time of day

we thank you for the co creation of your experience

for allowing for the transmission and you cannot listen to the same tape again

or angel tape to the beginning cat and humpty dumpty

sat on a wall in the following way you may start experiencing the empathize and identify through their eyes

walking in their shoes

understanding deeper understanding in a very profound way

ultimately to the point for you to have a very deep understanding from the get go just by looking in each others eyes

the true experience of telepathy on your planet when you all know you are looking at the same shard of the shared same one Egg that Eggless yolkess rocker

know each others perplexity ghoul

shard

lard crack ceiling the crack hole eye retaining the retraining retainer which is what makes you unique

Let it cometh to you

 You need no goeth to it

or Goethe

I, and a new word

The new word

A new word

This is the new word

Singing from the highest tower

from the morning till the midnight hour

Since everything is pure play

and meaningless as Bashar says

because you can assign whatever meaning and emotion too to it

and whatever new word that you are searching for already exists in the new room 

the other room as David Lynch the Eagle Scout said

Relax for everything comes to you

You go and do nothing

You never go to anything

Allow everything to come to you

And if it is not coming to you

Then it is not supposed to come at that time

according to the law of synchonicity and good luck

it is good that such a gooey little idea that you are so fond of like a grammar defying perfect stranger stealing my shadow and badness and vileness and words are abracadabra

happenstance happening bile circumstance

never puke in the pike mountain bike riding

squirting without squirming before the puke

ride that happens without any questions to behold the answer

is already tool song yours

and this is a perfect stranger and depeche depends mode that never compass

alice in the worn der GERMAN movie

land and lock play murky

lurk lark

dark luck

harken the moon phone has to be

recharged and the recharger has went to a bent in the road

in the Palazzo rain train

that is full of loom train Kochi

in the Japanese Kyoto Perfect Stranger eating ice cream and walking in the footsteps talking in the sleep and sleepwalking through the 

actual hypnotic suggestions that is intended to indent

the marking in the road that should be followed

through the mark that is so obvious and i can continuously type and write like this until the hands hurt a bit

more than the usual bit

without a byte and low storage space in G mailman god god gosh lord

hail won One lol ways

i ve been thinking

of making a come back to Home

to Om

into that stillness

in the tigerlily feeling place

of Lord Rama

and Ramayana and Ayodhya Tales

multiplying Hanuman's bhakti

and standing ovations 

before the cartoonish impishness

of Doo Scooby Doo

the rhythm changes in Unreal

Love fest

Rilke

what not naked

standing under the shrek movie will 

splashing smithereened powerish museum walks

that are so ceejay enjoyable enjaami

Heading for the open sky

 i don't even know right now

why i have two blogs

why i have two youtube and insta channels 

because i cant even find the clear cut distinction or poiint or purpose for spplitting those channels into Navaneet and Ceejay,

but since these things occured this way,

there must be a purpose to it happening that way,

because as Bashar says, nothing that happens in Reality is purposeless

and i love to talk on and on

when i am allowed to talk freely

without anybody else interfering

because this is a monologue and a dialogue

that is happening in the mind

and i am listening to a song called Depeche Mode Don't Say You Love Me

Who will read this?

You be the killer

I be the corpse

The song goes on

The train goes on

The sound continues

The greatest gift creation has for you is that life is meaningless is what Bashar says and that is a curious staatement

when i communicate

 when i communicate who i am

your illusions about me fall apart

your illusions about others fall apart too

your illusions about yourselves also fall apart

when i communicate who i am

you will know who i am better intuitively

and the wide gap between

who you are and who i am

and what you want and what i want

and what i see and what you see

will be more and more evident

hence you will have a better grip on how to

interact with me

...

some of what i communicate

is not me trying to brainwash you

into adopting my own viewpoints

and attitudes or beliefs

my beliefs are my beliefs

my attitudes are my attitudes

my viewpoints are my viewpoints

the beliefs, attitudes and viewpoints

i wear

are adopted from others in the world

including my original ones filtered through my unique DNA

so these beliefsthey are not yours

unless you want them to

so if you want them to

i am an inspiration

in the positive sense

and if you don't want them to

then too i am inspiration

in the negative sense

is it okay to relax a little bit right now

 it is okay to relax

none of this is wasted time

none of this writing is going to waste or is part of wasted time, 

even if no ever reads any of them. the fact that it is public and is shared in your link tree and that link tree is shared in your bio and through that bio someone who wants to know what i have to write here might one day read this anonymously like a mouse eating a dessssert left behind by the house owner

but even if such a thing did never happen, the fact that it is being written for the public, and is made available for those might want to seek it and the idea that i am writing this for a potential reader who might one day in the future access this is enough compensation for me to continue to write whatever i write so best

whatever i am able to write here comes out of somewhere beyong my own knowing as the words themselves knit themselves together in crop circle fashion that is indicative of some mystical power and prowess that is humanly accessible if the human being is sufficiently acquainted with higher beings' light

all this proves that all this is supposed to happen and this tapestry is being knitted currently using this keyboard with which i am typing right now, is even part of the grander tapestry of creation created by All That Is and All That Is does not make mistakes as mistakes are a nonsequitor concept framework according to the One

movies - are they representative of something, beyond...

 do they have a pattern... like the stories themselves... the deception in them.. reveals the physics of the emotionalities or the overall - it was released after a great deal of thought and vetting by the filmmaker and story teller... so do they represent some grander law.. of something... at play... to the witness.. if witnessed from a place of receptivity... what does that mean to witness from a place of receptivity... which means already... inner clarity is there to actually process what is going on in the film as you are seeing a film like upstream color

Simply noticing is enough

Simply noticing the details of the pan whirling is enough to activate the currents of endless curiosity which leads from one small thing to another small thing, and might even end up in larger things, which was never possible to have vibrated into your vortex if you did not follow with simply noticing the details of the pan whirling - the small initial thing - which you were excited about. sometimes a little thread. sometimes pursueing a little thread leads your way into bigger unpredicatable but desirable results. but it is not for the results that you are playing this game. you are playing this game of unreal tournament because you really enjoying playing it.

There is no hurry

Since you are an infinite being and time is your creation only. Since time exists inside you, and you don't exist in time, you have no need to hurry. You always follow what excites you the most all the time, and this should be as long as you have even the smallest semblance of choice. Till eternity, this is what you are supposed to be doing.

Do everything lovingly

i have already said that the distinction between ceejay and enjay is collapsing. But that does not matter as long as you do evrerything lovingly. This blog post should and must be posted, and written. When I am clicking away at my phone's keyboard typing these very important and integral words and word soups, the question to ask myself is this - am i doing this out of pure love? Isn't the spirit within me thriving with positivity and exuding with the warmth and glow and perfume of divine love? If the answer is yes, which in this case is yes, then it does not matter whether you have patted the tree in your backyard, or slowly hummed your inner music to the ants that are streaming through the leaves. If you look closely at nature, you can see leaves folded like a ball, and that's perhaps where the red ants which smell like red ants, live. Remember that David Lynch quote about looking beneath the surface and seeing red ants. It is already raining here and tomorrow I need to go to Vanchiyoor. 

ॐ श्री गणपतये नमः

So I am Navaneet Jeevan, and I am 32 years old (as of 23 May 2025) and I am living in Thiruvananthapuram, Kerala, India. I have been living here, all my life. This is my first blog post in my personal blog under my name. I do have another entity which speaks through me called Ceejay. I speak English and Malayalam well, the latter is my mother tongue.

Here are the links to all my and Ceejay's social media pages: https://linktr.ee/cjnavaneet